Commissions are temporarily closed, not feeling great lately, sorry.

So, peoapple, I was wondering, would you like for me to make an art forum thread in which your OCs would be drawn, not by me but be Nerine even if they are poorly drawn?

This is a hypothetical scenario that will never happen, since I've already asked her if she would like to participate and the answer was a solid no.

I don't wanna force her to do anything, because I know she doesn't like to draw, so I'm just asking this because part of why I think she said no is because she seems to stress too much about making the drawings look perfect to not disappoint, but I'm pretty sure most of you wouldn't mind, since the objective of my threads are mostly just to have fun, so that's why I'm asking.

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So I remember this one time, I went with Nerine to pay a little visit to her aunt, no idea what we did there but it don't matter cuz it isn't relevant to this story.

At one point Nerine started feeling ill, I think her head was aching as well as feeling nauseous or something, point is, her aunt gave her a pill that was supposedly meant to relief the pain, she took it and not too long after we went on our merry way back home, walking.

Now, her aunt had mentioned that the pill could have some "side effects" and they became very noticeable on our walk home, Nerine started saying random nonse and wanted to side track everytime she saw literally anything, like, she'd see some random stairs from a house and be like "where do they lead to? Shoko let's go, where do they lead to" like if these things where the most interesting things ever.

It was a bit of a chore to convince her every now and then that we should get back home and not sidetrack, but I also was having some fun watching her behaving like a 5 year old, amazed by anything.

At one point we stumbled upon a utility pole, which had a poster of a black missing dog, Nerine saw this and she just looked at me with the saddest face ever saying "Shoko we have to find him" and GOD was it hard to convince her to let the dog poster go.

She was even saying that she swore she saw a passing by car that had the dog, and that we should go back and rescue him, I think I saw the car too, and while the dog in the car was indeed black, it was an entirely different breed, I thought Nerine would start crying at any point from how sad and desperate she sounded, she cares about animals very much.

We got home safe, after the effects disappeared Nerine told me she could remember none of this.

Funny thing that has been happening lately.

I can't quite remember how it all started it's been days already, I think I wanted to give Nerine something, idk, point is, we made contact, which, lead to me giving her a little zap by accident, I didn't meant to (this one time at least) cuz Nerine reeeeally doesn't like being shocked.

She yelled a bit and I got a little smack as a reward, her punches don't hurt so it's ok (don't tell her I said that).

But what's interesting is that since then it seems like Nerine has became a living battery or something, because at random moments throughout the day I'd suddenly hear her scream her lungs out and then find out she zapped herself while trying to open the fridge, or the water tab, or by touching anything made out of metal.

Her fear of accidentally shocking herself got to the point she doesn't wanna make direct contact with me anymore.

But it ain't that big of a dread, cuz sometimes she'll forget or straight up don't care anymore, just to then get herself zapped again.

Recently I went on a long road trip with Nerine and her family, normally when on a car ride I'll lay on Nerine's lap, but this can get uncomfortable on the long run, cuz legs aren't couches, don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise.

Long trip this was, so I decided to sit at the back of the car, very comfy, started to fall asleep at times.

Buy anyways, it started to get very hot inside of the car so I decided to open my window a bit, I sticked out my antenna a bit because this way I can redirect the incoming cold air with it to hit me directly in the face.

And so there I was, enjoying my dosis of cool air, bothering nobody, when suddenly Nerine's mom closed the window from the pilot control panel, while my antenna was still sticking out, it got squashed, caught me off guard, the pain was big, but the feel of betrayal was bigger.

Apparently she had said she was gonna close the window because she was getting cold, but I never heard anything cuz they were playing music very loudly.

I was told to not do that again, or at least tell if was was doing that so nobody closed the window on me again, but needless to say, I had already lost any interest in trying that again.

I had the weirdest dream, well maybe not the weirdest, but pretty odd, it's probably up there next to creepypasta Garfield.

Anyways, in this dream I was minding my own business in my room, doing idk what, when suddenly I saw out of the corner of my eye how one of the many plushies that were on the bed moved a bit, some of the plushies from the dream do exist irl, but plenty others didn't.

Like the main plushie that was moving, which was a Mr Blobby plush (this guy:)

Aside from being skinnier and lankier it looked the exact same as the pic.

You know those moments in dreams in which you know stuff just because? well after seeing anorexic blobby slightly move I immediately knew it was possessed by something, and tbh this scared me a bit, but because dream, I also knew that if this spirit thing knew I was scared of him, it would have power over me, but I wasn't gonna let that happen.

I started bashing Mr blobby as hard as I could, normally, when I throw a punch in my dreams it feels like moving underwater, not in this dream tho, each blow was at full force, this got me to a point in which I wasn't scared anymore, I genuinely started getting mad at this pink bastard.

I started chocking it and threatening it to go away, when I noticed the spirit or whatever trying to change to another plush next to him, so I grabbed Mr blobby and threw him against the wall on the other side of the room, I got to him and started chocking and threatening it again.

I was looking down at the plush when I felt observed, I then looked up to find this strange big doll head looking directly at me, it spooked me, but I couldn't let the ghost know I was scared, so I slapped the doll head to make it look away from me, but it was on a sort of broom handle, so whenever I slapped it, it would just do a 360⁰ spin and look back at me again.

Once more, my fear became anger, I just kept hitting the doll over and over when the dream slowly started fading away, and this doll face morphed into somebody else's face, a familiar one, it was Nerine, I had just woken up.

She was looking very worried, she told me that while I was asleep, I was shaking pretty bad with my eyes wide open, she wasn't sure if I was asleep or not.

I remember I wasn't able to move for a short period of time when I did the transition from dream to reality, like a sleep paralysis, but I was so mad that I somehow managed to free myself from my own brain, I think I almost attacked Nerine when I freed myself.

I have no idea why, but my first response towards ghosts seems to always be violence.

Well, turns out Nerine quit her little job she got, and I think everyone in her family agreed that's the best thing she could've done.

Nerine herself was kinda hesitant, cuz she likes having money (relatable), but there were so many drawbacks, like, her shift being doo doo feces, cuz she got barely any time to do nothing, since she gotta do school stuff on the morning and then dedicate the rest of the day to her job, she always arrived home all tired with her feet aching due to not having one single moment to rest and sit-down.

She's was only employee during her shift so she had to do everything, charge customers, clean, arrange and count products, allat.

Didn't help that people are jerks and just make stuff harder, like stealing stuff from the store, using fake money to pay, or directly stealing money as well, and it didn't matter if this never happened during her shift, every employee would be punished for that mistake either way.

Also, there where a ton of guys telling her that she was pretty or directly asking for her phone number, which isn't a bad thing by itself, but it gets weird when 30 something old guys do that, which happened more than once.

And to make things worse, there was this guy who saw her all alone and was pushing the door to try and get it open, cuz he explicitly said he wanted to come inside to get to her.

This idiot was drunk, apparently, saying shit like "you're pretty, talk to me in Chinese", for whatever reason.

Luckily nothing happened and a friend or something of this freak took him elsewhere, but when u hear "I'll be waiting for you outside" before a mf disappears into the night, you just can't feel safe anymore.

And all of that trouble just for minimum wage, and that only if her salary didn't got cut for a single mistake she didn't even made beforehand.

So yeah, that job sucks -3/10 do not recommend.

But hey! it wasn't all in vain, main goal was achieved, ps5 aquired babyyy, Nerine even was able to buy Howard's legacy as well, I like watching her play it, not because of the gameplay itself, I personally do not care at all about anything Harry Potter related, and the game at times is just a bunch of exposition, but I like to watch her play because she just looks so happy while playing it.

She 100% earned that oversized wifi router.

So there I was, wandering in the kitchen, looking for a snack or something idk, when I found something.

Someone in this household had brought one of those orange flavored tablets that offer vitamins and yada yada, like those Flintstones gummies, which are vitamins disguised as candy (or maybe the other way around), basically same thing here, I recalled them being pretty nice tasting, so I said to myself "why not?".

I popped one tablet out of the container and I noticed it was quite bigger than I remembered, but it was a different brand, so whatever, it smelled the same, so I put it inside my mouth...

worst mistake of my life.

This thing wasn't supposed to be consumed like that, it was an effervescent tablet, so a ton of foam started to form in my mouth, holy moly, it felt like the 4th of July inside there, but I didn't wanna spit it out because I felt bad I'd be wasting a tablet, so I endured and ended up swallowing a 1000mg tablet worth of frickin orange flavored foam.

And that's what I get for not reading, again, I gave it another shot but this time mixing it with water, as intended, and it's alright, nothing special.

Recently, while working at her new job, Nerine was asked by a customer if he could have her number, she respectfully declined, but this made me realize, Nerine seems to be quite popular with boys. 

Which, nothing wrong with that, I guess, I know some people would like that level of attention, but at least in her case, this often leads to pretty weird moments.

Like, one time Nerine showed me a conversation she had with some dood that texted her, and the conversation went something like: 

- hi

- hi

- you're pretty, can we date

- no

- okay 

This was a person she had never met before and just pmd her.

And I get it, she's very sweet and a cute looking girl and alla that, but I don't get why some people have to be weird about it.

like this one classmate of hers, which was caught taking pictures of her behind her back like a creep, when Nerine was told of this by a friend of hers, she immediately walked up to the guy and made him delete everything, no idea if he stopped doing that afterwards, but I hope so. 

Even then, when she becomes friends with people online while playing videogames, people who had never seen her face and have only heard her voice, there had been like at least 4 guys whom have confessed falling in love with her, I personally find this funny and a bit ridiculous at the same otime. 

I get that what you feel is what you feel and you can't really control that, but the amount of guys that have had a crush on her is absurd, there have been a couple of girls there as well, like holy moly, if life were an anime she'd be the Isekai Mary Sue protagonist who everyone loves for no reason. 

Me on the other hand, totally opposite, which is understandable, I don't think people find blue cubes attractive, although there have been 2 homeless men that said I look cute, which is a bit concerning.

Something happened recently, guess what it is? Nerine got herself a little job, she got it cuz she said she wanna buy a playstation 5, which sounds to me like a very good incentive to work.

It ain't anything fancy, just doing cashier stuff at one of those gas station stores, but even so, that combined with school and every other activities in-between leave her pretty exhausted, sometimes she'll arrive home and just go right to sleep, not even changing clothes or nothing.

Since she has become pretty busy I've been trying to help her by making her lunch, helping her getting all of her stuff ready before leaving, making dinner or even giving her little massages after arriving, to help release all of that accumulated tension, found out massages and head scratches make her very eepy.

I don't mind doing any of this, I like helping her, but on a second thought, ngl this kinda got me feeling like...