Recently I started to notice that I don't socialize a lot, apart from Nerine, her family and maybe like, other 2 people, I don't talk to anybody else.

I mean, if someone comes up to me and ask for something or says something I'll reply, but I suck at conversations, maybe not so much in messages, cuz there I have time to think about what I'm saying and such, but irl I don't even know what my though process is.

Sometimes people laugh at my comments, but I wonder if it's because I said something funny or they are kinda uncomfortable, specially cuz for whatever reason I don't smile while talking to people who I'm not yet used to, guess I'm just that nervous or whatever.

So I'll often find myself avoiding contact with people as much as possible, and when I get home I can be my stupid self all comfy.

I'm not complaining, I like having time for myself and the people I care about, I just find this whole situation curious, I'm kind of an irl NPC, I won't talk to you unless you talk to me first.

And that's that! bye bye.